dorm daze

tomorrow is the official one month until the last day of classes. i wont lie, im in somewhat of a panic. it feels like the conclusion of a story that never had a direction. what was i supposed to take away from college? i think back to the days in the first 2 years.

i close my eyes and smell the slight mildew of the dorm room. the lack of worries in life, the optimism of youth, and the hopes and aspirations in college.

its easy to say i dont have the words. most people dont have the words. but i do.

college was my coming of age, of losing my first love, finding more love, becoming secure in my person (even as i dealt with incredible insecurity). its been the prologue to the story of my life.

im going to cut this short becasue we’re going out tonight. i want to spend time with my friends out there.

tomorrow i want to talk about this: this story. i have someone i want to convey this to.

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22 - 03/21/2025